Saturday, March 30, 2013

Another Project

So, I took it upon myself to make another art project.  We were cleaning out and organizing at the church and we found a couple big bags of cheap crayons from an old project. It was confirm that we didn't need the crayons, so I got to have fun with them. 





I already had this cork board that I ended up not using for a different project, so I got to work on this one. It was quite the adventure! First I thought of just spelling out a phrase or word, but that didn't go well. So then I decided to make an actual picture! Above you can see the start of the 'grass' and 'tree trunk'.



I had a lot of crayons to work with!!! And I found that the most efficient way to remove the wrapper was using a small knife (the back edge actually) and digging a line into the crayon. This always cut the paper, and I was able to use the edge of the knife to lift the wrapper off. I had a lot of crayons to do this with and it took a long time...



The hot glue gun was my best friend for a few days while I was working on this. Obviously you see the grass, tree, sun, and cabin in the picture above. Here's the point where I most likely should have stopped. :P It was only after this that I kept making bad decisions. Mhmm..


I glued the crayons up for the sky with the intention of melting them together (I saw melted crayon art online and thought I'd improvise..it didn't work quite the same) but that really didn't work that well.

So then I had an ugly looking sky with no real hope of fixing it. However, I did get the idea to warm up all the crayons (hair dryer is being used this whole time, btw) and just use my fingers to smooth the crayons down and merge them together. It took some doing but I got it to a point where I could be content (though it wasn't what I truly wanted).

Then I got the brilliant idea to completely melt the wax crayons before applying it to the board. This brilliant decision ended up being the dumbest move I made. It wasn't easy to get the crayons completely melted, and then as soon as I poured it on the board it started to set.

Here I thought I'd get this nice smooth background layer of crayon, and what I got so so beyond ugly. I ended up scraping up all the melted wax ( some cork board came along for the ride :( ) with that same small knife. It took an annoying long time. And every piece I got up was another reminder of how poor a decision that had been. Oh well.

So now I was faced with funky sky and a torn up background. What was to be done? I went back to my handy dandy paint! The same paint that is now on our wall AND our table. It's the only good paint we have. And it was a neutral color, so why not. I painted the remaining background on the cork board (it soaked up a lot, who would have guessed) and also the frame ('cuz I'd made lots of messes on that while melting crayons). That actually worked out! So my unfixable disaster may have a happy ending after all.

All that was left was to figure out how to make this random piece of art directly glorifying to God (since it was intended to go back in the children's room at church). I ended up going with the different names of God. I just used a regular permanent marker....and here is the result...






It was not an easy project. I made my fair share of mistakes. But you know, despite all that, I really did enjoy doing it. It is currently at the church, waiting to be put up. Even if it's never hung up, I'm happy I did it.

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

The On-Going Dilemma

First a very random note. You know how words start to look funny if you stare at them too long? Well, Dilemma is getting so strange I had to look it up. Glad I got that taken care of. :P

So I have been dealing with still being unemployed lately and wondering what to do. I have put in countless applications over the last three months with nothing to show from it. I've only had one interview. It has been discouraging to say the least. This is especially the case since I do live in an area with a very healthy economy. *sigh*

Of course there are jobs that I could get (most likely at least) either in child care or food service. But I have been down that road. I have had those experiences. Granted getting cheap food is a great perk, that still doesn't pay for the trouble of putting my hands in a bad situation again. 

It is hard to know where to turn to next. What avenue is the right one for me? I certainly don't know, do you? I don't want to get stuck in a job I don't enjoy. I do want to try something new and exciting. I want to work with people. I'd love to do so many different things.

The thought I've been having lately is this: What if I'm just not supposed to have a full time job right now?

It is so hard to know exactly what God wants sometimes. Do I continue trying to find a full time job, or do I take advantage of the time I have to be doing other things?

I've been working more in my church lately, and I really have been enjoying it! And I want to work with them more. I've had a few different ideas of how I can be more involved and can truly make a difference in my church and community. I've been blessed to have the opportunity to build relationships with members of the church because I do have time in the day to meet with them.. 

and I love it...

I am truly enjoying not having a full time job...

I love that I can plan to visit a new mother who lives a ways away because I don't have to rearrange work...

I love that I can help out another family with their kiddo when they have schedule conflicts...

I love having the chance to be a friend to people who don't have time to go to night events with the church...

I just love it..

I am seeing God working in my life by investing my time into other people...

I am learning so much by working one-on-one with people with different opinions...

I am experiencing how God is using my struggles and triumphs in a way that blesses other people...

And I want more.

I want to do more of this..

I want to connect..

I want to befriend..

I want to be counted on..

I want to be a blessing to others, because that in turn blesses me.

So, with all this, is God making this my full time job? Is He going to give me new connections to reach more people? I honestly don't know, but I am excited about that possibility.