Saturday, July 20, 2019

1:43am

I woke up with a start
Heart pounding
Mind racing
Struggling to fully wake up
Hoping to escape my dream
—— 
Time and place don’t matter
I was surrounded
Taunts
Jeers
They followed me everywhere

There was one
The ringleader
She glares at me
“How can you really know?”
“Are you sure He’s real??”

Suddenly it hits me
I’m dreaming
I’m stuck in a dream
Satan is trying to get at me

“You need to leave, in Jesus’ Name!”
The taunting continues
“You cannot stay here”
The jeering gets louder
“Jesus is more powerful”
The chaos increases 

They aren’t listening to me
How will I get out of this
Praise You, Lord that You are bigger
The thoughts fill my mind
My voice raises over the cacophony 
Thank you God, that You have given us power
Their fighting increases, they know they are losing power
A baby cries.. a glance shows a little baby boy crying
GET OUT!”
The baby stops crying 
He glares at me as his true nature is shown

I sense that I’m waking up 
It’s fading in and out 
I try to wake my husband
“Am I truly awake?”

A gasping breath
Heart pounding 
My eyes fly open
I’m truly awake now
“Honey, wake up!”
“We need to pray!”

He wakes up 
He holds me close
His protective nature slows my breathing 
He prays over me

The fear is still there
God whispers a thought to me
“We must be doing something right.”
“Satan wouldn’t be hitting so hard if we weren’t”

A light flipped on
Worship music turned on
Calm begins to fill the space
Satan won’t win tonight 
Fear won’t win either
For I am a daughter of the King