Here I am again, awake way too early. It seems that for as long as I can remember, I have had issues getting decent sleep each night. Unfortunately, it runs in my family. I can think of countless times I have woken up at four in the morning to find my mom in the kitchen watching tv or washing the floor.
Now, if only the reason could be established. I have a few guesses. I have had many struggles with nightmares, and this night was no exception. I also have very annoying hands that want me to scratch them while I'm sleeping, but that almost always wakes me up. Boo.
So here I am again, the 'victim' of bad dreams and itchy hands. That being the case, what will my attitude be for the day? I could choose to remain the 'victim' and bemoan the fact that I got very little sleep. I could complain that I have a headache and just want to go home and sleep.
Or, I could use this extra time being awake to get something accomplished. I could spend the day rejoicing that God allowed be to wake up for another day in this world. I could spend the day rejoicing that I have hands! And now only do they move and function, but I can make a living with them, and I can make music with them.
I also could be smart and try again to fall back asleep. I have reached the 'couple hours' mark that always must be reached before my body will relent and let sleep return. So, I will continue yawning and try my best to sleep, but if I cannot, I will be getting something accomplished. Time is too short to be wasted. I have much to take care of in the next 47 days until my wedding day! Here's to hoping for more sleep! G'night!